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Profile Name:Addy Gender:Male Age:19 this yr About Links RaInE FaLaLa LyNeTtE HuIyI ShU FeN ZiHeNg YoNgQiAnG NiCk JeAn Le ArIeLlE MeLlY De Coder's Cafe favour MSN emo ____ Credits Coding By Kelly Archives August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 February 2007 April 2007 May 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 |
Sunday, January 27, 2008 well i done nth but watch The Mist 2dae so quite a nice show but i tink hardly anyone would like the show ba.... the show is quite disgusting as in the gore part.....i wouldn't say much but if interested watch it urself.....but somehow i feel tat this show the main part is human....is juz show tat what will human actually do when they are hopeless...and living beside death....what they do??? they will actually do anything tat is inhuman to keep themselves alive.....lik i always believe ....human are evil by nature...it only matter how evil u r??? one last thing when human have no hope and totally nth to believe in they choose death but don do so cause death doesn't solve anything is juz only a selfish act
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Saturday, January 26, 2008 左手边窗帘拉开了一些我的房间我的身边多了一些光线 一瞬间瞳孔缩小了一些 我的房间我的身边充满鲜艳蓝天 右手边音乐放大了一些我的房间我的身边多了一些气味 一瞬间心门拉开了一些 我的房间我的身边充满想像空间 best describe 2dae morning everyday i care everynight i cried everyday i fail everynight i tried is juz when i wake up this morning everything seen to turn their back on mi best describe almost everyday of my life what is my world finally coming to...felt as though i'm losing every interesting things all left is black and white....i wouldn't want to say who is causing this cause when i said one...tat person will pass the fault to the other what is left when nobody want to admit....i can only blame myself for knowing these bunch of ppl...can't they juz stay away from mi and mind their own business....i juz can't wait to start afresh is some other place maybe poly or JC i don't know yet ...... also deciding to end my job as a decoder soon.... drawing the last line of everthing...maybe there isn't a last line for me to draw...is juz tat i'm juz tinking too much abt these ppl... all i can say tat these 4 yr isn't going any further ppl tat i cherished in tat 4yrs had already lost contact however some still left but guess i'm losing them soon as well
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Wednesday, January 23, 2008 haix ytd already have this thought in mind i don feel lik seeing any of my frenz YET.....but 2dae when ask mi go out play pool i lik tio jam....thn for while jiu " ok lah go, go loh" at 1st still wondering did i make the right decision.....after tat on the way i saw Wil thn somehow didn't feel so sian abt it lah....so still alright this thought didn't turn out to be anything bad thn went there saw Andy and Ansel playing pool.....played for a few match already feel lik sleeping thn still went play bb make mi even sleepy thn wait for KH and YT de water....wait until lik wah....noword....if i nv ask them to help mi buy drinks i would have went home already but no choice wait....can't blame for a couple being so slow....haix... thn tmr take result somehow everybody were scared but for mi not YET maybe right b4 the hr i take my result or the moment thn my leg will start to shake haix so i have this thought y not when i take the result thn don see keep it somewhere safe thn chiong for one day thn see the result at least i wouldn't feel bad abt what i got or rather not so sad....
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Tuesday, January 22, 2008 ppl say time can heal wound no matter phy or mental at 1st i believe...now i don't or is it juz tat i have to wait longer......if it does this wound is deep enough for mi to wait this long or this isn't the cure to my wound i don't know....if it does, this wound will leave a scar......if my decision of trying help but put u in misery instead then i'm guilty and so sorry..felt so weak whenever i can't help the person i wan to help or is juz tat there is something i must give up in order to help.....if u started to hate mi because of what i did, i will felt worse than whatever that comes to mi b4 no matter is the "her" case or any bad feeling tat i felt b4....cause u r my dependence....if u r happy then i will be happier than u haix....one day nv go emo i don feel gd....wonder since when i picked up this funny habit...nvm obviously still working as decoder but sometime is quite tired till i forget or rather lazy to write a entry but better than no write at all.....actually in this job the best part is seeing the customer having fun...tat is the kind of satisfaction in this job but the worst is teaching moron games.....sometime u will wonder "this game so hard meh" or juz tat my explanation not good enough...whatever the case is the reasons takes 50% each..... this few day so addicted to soda green but i can't find any of the album...haix....but can't be blame they are not tat famous yet...but juz makes mi wonder.....singer from got soda green got such a gd voice yet other band with lousy singing can get famous so fast... funny
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Thursday, January 17, 2008 a delete function for my head so as to forget everything tat i don lik to remain as memory...but i know is impossible leave it to the time... but i realise sometime when lying down on my sofa staring into blank while my hearing song from MTV from my TV feel very relaxing...when i woke up i will have this thought lik "am i forgetting something?" is nice to have such feeling....thn sometime i hope i knew places tat is damn quiet yet got ppl walking by where ppl only mind their own buiness....maybe places lik play ground....1st thought came to my mind is Pub but too young forget abt it....somehow juz can't describe how i wan to place to be like.... at night can't help feeling so weak....haix
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Tuesday, January 15, 2008 haven been blogging for a long time cause i got no prob with my life and actually nothing to blog abt.....so nothing much to blog so write a few happening this the past few days...whr i am "lost"... ytd i saw a girl which somehow i don know lah complicated feeling but juz a stranger...so i juz took a few glance of her and i notice she keeps looking at mi....soon i realised she looks lik someone i know yet i don know basically i don rmb...so i don care...but...nvm too embrassing to say....so until Dhoby Ghaut she alighted and i nv get to see her again...hiax felt i bit sad but nvm things juz go and walk away all the time so i will leave it to fate whether i will see her again or not..... so being the Decoders for quite some time already but yet still feel unfarmilar to the work somehow ...but ok lah haven seen any ppl for the past 2days so sian whoever reading this plz try to come to The Decoders Cafe if u are free is such a nice place yet nobody wan to come haix.... realise something ppl tat look down on board game are juz worthless ppl tat can't move their mindset away from the classical game like Monopoly which i think is getting mono....... thought of a few movie i wanna to watch .....i wan to Watch CJ7 another stephen chow movie on alien which a can laugh for mins after watching the trailer and Sweeny Todd by Johnny Depp abt Todd being frame and went to jail...when he is out...he seek for revenge of the person tat frame him but can't so he open a barber shop and start killing anyone tat step into tat barber silently...and the body is sent to a lady tat made pie so can guess what happen to the body eh and the mist....not too sure of the story but i find the trailer interesting Kung Fu Dunk by Jay Chow nth special but feel lik watching the show after watching the trailer Jumper...this movie is abt a group of ppl tat is capable of teleport and they were known as the jumper....sound nice the trailer is cool..... and i guess there are some prob tat i think i should keep to myself....lik hu am i having prob with...haix always wanting to write such a thing but after some entry find out tat i attached more prob with myself instead have to restrain from writing....
Addy wrote down Thoughts @ 6:30 AM |
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Sunday, January 06, 2008 白日出没的月球 我要的只是自在的露水 在夜想走的时候不要扯他后腿 我要的只是适度的吗啡 在病人该醒时候不要继续麻醉 我要的只是脆弱的蝴蝶 在山崩地裂时候不要逼我面对 我要的只是坚固的堡垒 在我该躲的时候不要继续侵略 肉眼看不见的宇宙白夜黑昼一样走 夜晚抬头发现月球比找到星星的多 而太阳当道时候光芒彻底遮过月球 月球尽管做得再多一样是没什麽用 我要的只是时机的正确 你的自大自以为只是我的轻蔑 我要的只是累赘的瓦解 你所有真知灼见只是我的可悲 我要的不是争个错与对 在我崩溃的时候麻烦请你闭嘴 我要的不是讨个是与非 在我无言的时候拜托离开我的视线 肉眼看到的宇宙迷惑於发光的星球 观赏的人没有错不能察觉的太薄弱 你照你的方向走只是不能让我感受 你认知的理所当然不适合套用在我 我要的不是敷衍的安慰 用错的对待反而让我心情脱轨 我要的不是肤浅的赞美 看不见你心里是否真的这张嘴脸 没错你说的全都没错 别顾哪个谁怎麽说 你就活在自己的井中 别看哪个风怎快活 谁怎麽说谁怎麽说 没错你说的全都没错 别顾哪个谁怎麽说 你就照自己愚蠢过活 这样走下去绝对不会错 我想要看见你说的草原 而不是一片遍布荆棘的荒野 我想要看见你种的蔷薇 而不是一束枯萎殆尽的花蕊 我想要看见你说的蓝天 而不是一道没有雨水的闪电 我想要看见你落的白雪 而不是一滴融化成血的眼泪 肉眼看不见的宇宙白夜黑昼一样走 夜晚抬头发现月球比找到星星的多 而太阳当道时候光芒彻底遮过月球 月球尽管做得再多一样是没什麽用 不要拿你的宇宙一味套在我的地球 我的地球怎麽运走不见得跟着宇宙 总躲在太阳背后怎能看见你的脸孔 总是选在白日出没谁晓得注意月球 无与伦比的美丽 天上风筝在天上飞 地上人儿在地上追 你若担心你不能飞 你有我的蝴蝶 天上风筝在天上飞 地上人儿在地上追 我若担心我不能飞 我有你的草原 耶～耶～ 你形容我是这个世界上 无与伦比的美丽 耶～耶～ 我知道你才是这世界上 无与伦比的美丽 天上风筝在天上飞 地上人儿在地上追 你若担心你不能飞 你有我的蝴蝶 嘿啊~嘿啊~ 四季狂想 才说过节制 却想着电视 口袋的双手 又眷恋不诚实 太过放肆 秋天推翻了潜意识 和夏天误导的地址 所有不和协的位置 都放下了矜持 春风吹散落的宣纸 还留着冻结的墨渍 虚构世界里的影子 而在你眼里只是 NOTHING TO LOSE 撕裂的矜持最后都成就你的光鲜 尊严像一片是非 说了又吠 错了又愧 虽然眼前是没有降落点的抛物线 我不管明年四季的更迭 仅扣着现在的圈点 疯狂地肆虐 走过冬夜的沉潜 春雨灌溉你的脸 就像秋风摘落叶 夏艳一样会妆点 相信 我会永远相信 最後一片落叶 无论什麽世界 东风藏在眉心 我会永远相信 扎入心的水滴 在另一个世界 晴空布幔拉起 总是得到很多 多到麻木自我 竟然差一点就忘记 手掌里要有更多呼吸 曾经失去很多 多到放弃自我 黄昏最後一盏灯亮起 来得及撑开眼睛 地球偶尔太大去练习 沙滩上海浪留下痕迹 剩下心和自己有时太安静 自己都不敢看自己 我会永远相信 最後一片落叶 无论什麽世界 东风藏在眉心 我会永远相信 扎入心的水滴 在另一个世界 晴空布幔拉起 只带着皮箱流浪 装着自己的灵魂 背对着那个人怎麽想 张开翅膀飞翔 我会永远相信 开始掉下的泪 你和我的世界 痛褪去更清晰 我会永远相信 不完美的完美 不管什麽世界 距离不是距离 我会永远相信 最後一片落叶 无论什麽世界 东风藏在眉心 我会永远相信 扎入心的水滴 在另一个世界 晴空布幔拉起 我会永远相信 开始掉下的泪 你和我的世界 痛褪去更清晰 我会永远相信 不完美的完美 不管什麽世界 距离不是距离
Addy wrote down Thoughts @ 7:44 AM |
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