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Name:Addy
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Age:19 this yr

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Tuesday, May 27, 2008

wahaha cold ar Brrrr~

needed to wear something 2night haix
man i so "LUCKY" 2dae tio singing...still ok with mi lah but fine
is a performance abt my CCA which is EG club
and i nid to sing Guan Huai Fang Shi with a girl gd luk man
2dae rehar... the girl don know the lyrics i have to sing the song out haix
but nvm....in fact i lik it...ok nothing kp abt NXT

ok nxt thing is the line camp.....wah.... one of the worst camp..... but i should be expecting it already....since she is in the same group scolding mi here and there lik nobody business.... haix good grief can't she be a bit more nicer or polite is not lik ....hello i have no pride order mi all u wan... OI WTF is this... but i knew this is camp.... juz becoz OGL she can do this....other OGL don sounds so harsh on their fellow facs....haix....there are a few times i feel lik slapping her already...but i manage to juz put up with her keep everything down i juz don wan my camper to c something lik this....but ok at the end of the day i somehow manage to cooldown but if i don write this out i will nv feel happy abt it..... haix nvm road is still long juz take it but not too hard....
NXT

i got alot of things to write but i don know wat to write let mi thing....Oh ya... my cousin he suey suey kana dengue but when i go visit he look perfectly fine to mi but juz careful with mosquito bite nowadays NXT

oh ya nth already haix till next time

Addy wrote down Thoughts @ 6:24 AM | 0 Comments

Sunday, May 11, 2008

okok
now is the season of chocolate night tks to the wind...
the place i'm staying at is sort of opposite to an industies estate so there is alot of factory out there....so during this period of time the wind is blowing toward my hse direction.....
in the morning u smell pepper
in the afternoon u smell burning rubber
in the evening u smell chocolate plus burning rubber smell
through out the night is chocolate smell
haha sweet dream....even dream of eating chocolate

Anger isn't something to control but is something to vent but how u do so depend.....ppl tat can vent out well are ppl with very good charater
ppl tat don vent out well meaning they can't help it
ppl tat accidentally vent out means u have break tat person patient

for mi i don know i don lik to feel angry....but i feel disgusted by whoever i felt so

Addy wrote down Thoughts @ 6:15 AM | 0 Comments

ok YTD was school talent time at NTU auditorium it was fun and nice except my frenz wasn't high enough...but is ok as long as the shows rocks and i like it is fair enough for mi....and Ying Quan u rox too as the MC WoooOO....

but wat happen after the show wasn't quite nice a.....

after the show i took photo with my class but i lost my other frenz so i look for the rest of them...during the search i got myself injure (Ouch!!!......the process i don wan to say much)...in the end i got a deep cut on my right eyebrow....at 1st i it was juz some blue black...thn i keep covering it...until i felt my hand quite wet...then i realise it bled......it juz keep bleeding thn a kind dude pass mi some kind of restaurant tissue...to clear the blood and i ran into the toliet when i look at the tissue it was all blood i thought it was very deep .....when i look at the mirror i find it ok....at most a scar there.....thn i keep looking for my frenz but it juz keep bleeding until i went home and treat the wound......somewhere during the night the bleeding stop cause even my pillow got blood haha

but at least is fine hahaha felt a bit sick

blood haix

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Sunday, May 04, 2008

i realise one thing fun abt mi......i'm easily affected by music....strange? i don know....
but i know i lik it....is lik every song i have already listen...becomes a memory to mi.....
wat kind of memory....?
that will depend on the time i listen to tat particular song.....lik there is one song call "green" .....i listen it during 2 period of time one i don feel lik writing.. the other is when i was reading a comic... everytime i reading tat comic i will listen to this song... thn when i heard this song it remains mi of wat happen during tat 2 period of time.....

the truth is always so denying....to wat u always believe.....sadness after happiness always make happiness lik a dream......bad thing things always have a greater impact than other things

真实 试听

Addy wrote down Thoughts @ 5:40 AM | 0 Comments

Friday, May 02, 2008

i find it hard to lie to yourself when u got somebody u lik and thn u keep telling urself u don lik anyone....soon very thing will go numb.... is lik trying to lik holding your hand by the vessal on the wrist soon blood won't flow... ur hand go numb lik how the feeling go numb.....but even if u let go.... the blood won't flow to the part u wan to... tat is when it hurt the most......what is the best....is tat in the beginning u don even have to hold on to the wrist....forget abt whatever memories tat haunt u

失忆 试听

词曲:周杰伦

我书桌上的香水
你沉默的背对
只剩下那一点点
还是闻得到从前
西装里的口袋
我整理过的爱
又破了那一点点
我帮你补了誓言
从没实现的摇滚梦
我也陪你走好多遍
断弦的吉他
始终弹不出我要的答案
我和你拼了好几夜
约翰蓝侬的图片
却拼不到一个永远
我在等你喊停
感觉不到从前温柔的双眼
感觉的到你已不再眷恋
无奈的笑试图让我知道
得了失忆可能对你我都好
感觉不到说是为了我改变
感觉的到承诺划过我左脸
我不知道也许我会得到
一句还是朋友这是借口还是尽头
西装里的口袋
我整理过的爱
又破了那一点点
我帮你补了誓言
从没实现的摇滚梦
我也陪你走好多遍
断弦的吉他
始终弹不出我要的答案
我和你拼了好几夜
约翰蓝侬的图片
却拼不到一个永远
我在等你喊停
感觉不到从前温柔的双眼
感觉的到你已不再眷恋
无奈的笑试着让我知道
得了失忆可能对你我都好
感觉不到说是为了我改变
感觉的到承诺划过我左脸
我不知道也许我会得到
一句还是朋友这是借口还是尽头
感觉不到从前温柔的双眼
感觉的到你已不再眷恋
无奈的笑试着让我知道
得了失忆可能对你我都好
感觉不到说是为了我改变
感觉的到承诺划过我左脸
我不知道也许我会得到
一句还是朋友这是借口还是尽头

Addy wrote down Thoughts @ 10:49 AM | 0 Comments

i'm freaking bored right now man....

i juz don't know y......this time i went out with her felt as though like i juz knew her not long ago as if the time went back....is not a bad thing but i really do miss tat feeling... no matter what kind of things i only believe the starting was fun and the middle and the ending i felt sick of it....haix..... somewhat felt sweet lah...haix great... what did i tell myself? i don wan to get into any extra relationship lik i did b4 things were nv nice in the past.....and by the way tks ar.....

haix juz writing wasn't enough..... get rid the feel but i missing her already.....already felt lik some kind sick guy....

Addy wrote down Thoughts @ 10:49 AM | 0 Comments

不该结束 试听

窗外的雨停了 天空还是灰的
因为爱情也停止了 回忆在播放着
在笑容里停格 画面会永远留着
给多的是付出 少给的不算输
感情不需要胜负 我给了你全部 你还是想结束
我说你永远幸福 快乐的开始不该悲伤的结束
付出多才会了解什么是幸福 快乐的开始 祝福的结束
快乐的开始不该悲伤的结束 走到了末路还是会留下祝福
我会牢牢记住 你给的 全部 的全部

窗外的雨停了 天空还是灰的
因为爱情也停止了 回忆在播放着 在笑容里停格
画面会永远留着 给多的是付出 少给的不算输
感情不需要胜负 我给了你全部 你还是想结束
我祝你永远幸福 快乐的开始不该悲伤的结束
付出多才会了解什么是幸福 快乐的开始 祝福的结束
快乐的开始不该悲伤的结束 走到了末路还是会留下祝福
我会 牢牢记住 你给的 全部
喔~ 快乐的开始不该悲伤的结束
付出多才会了解什么是幸福
快乐的开始 祝福的结束 快乐的开始不该悲伤的结束
走到了末路还是会留下祝福
我会 牢牢记住 你给的 全部 的全部

顺时钟 试听

城市里灯火都熄灭 才发现我们让自己觉得很累
我总以为 我不会变 天真的想用钱换一切
原来我却早已经改变 为什么我们用沉默去面对
人与人的世界充满太多虚伪 指针的世界 现实的饶圈
在顺时钟里不得不往前 活在这狗吃狗的世界
想要慢慢逃避开喧哗的斑马线 慢慢了解 慢慢能视而不见
我们用傲行的笑掩盖一切 要怎么才能找到过去简单的美
才能够流下那单纯的泪 长大以后我才了解
是自私让彼此更疏远 怎么找到过去简单的美
才能够流下那单纯的眼泪 我们就像童话的世界
国王的新衣 总藏着浪费 OH NO YA
活在这 狗吃狗 狗吃狗 的世界 当日子一天一天改变
早已经快忘记从前那张笑脸 就许一个愿 是否能实现
莫名的泪早流出双眼 我们都活在狗吃狗的世界
想要慢慢逃避开喧哗的斑马线
慢慢了解 慢慢能视而不见 我们用敷衍的笑掩盖一切
要如何才能找到过去简单的美 才能够流下那单纯的泪
才能够流下单纯的眼泪 长大以后我才了解 是自私让彼此更疏远
怎么找到过去简单的美 才能够流下那单纯的眼泪
让一切都能多纯粹 YA OH~ 让一切都能多点纯粹

Addy wrote down Thoughts @ 10:49 AM | 0 Comments