Is kinda funny for a sudden post like this, i tink a bit too much to say but don know how to.

To think that the time of mi with her had been about 1yr half is all still good. Everything is going good and fast but sometime whenever she had prob and i couldn't help...it really sux.. it really sucks to feel so weak or useless to her... though she doesn't mind and understand but i juz can't help it.i also feel lucky to have a girl like her, the way she thinks and care is different...not like anything i seen among my friends.... thats y i love her :D

But how long will this last i have absolutely no idea... i juz feel that the dist is starting to drift apart... Maybe i have not been with her for quite sometime... as in when was the last time i brought her out for dinner and had a really nice time... always bounded by time and rules... anyway i'm not going to let go because of little things like this...

When i tink abt her... i'm kinda of surprise that for this 1 1/2 yrs we nv had any argument... not even minor ones... this comes to a pt that i started to got a bit worried that in the future we may not know each other well enough and broke off suddenly... when couples argue, words and faces that they don't usually show and use against each other will surface... thats when weaknesses shows... once they could't take it... is gone... simple reason for couples that last less than 3 months... reason being of mi and her that can last till now is perhaps the promises we made...
to be frank... to be true... and take it... don't complaint abt it when i say i don't like ur att and so do i

for other couples... it puzzles mi when i heard of couple that last less then a month or slightly longer... i only heard of reason that the girls is being unreasonable or asking too much or guys juz playing or at least trying to fuck someone... thats all i know...

knowing this much is good enough for mi to cherish her .... :) even till now and future