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Profile Name:Addy Gender:Male Age:19 this yr About Links RaInE FaLaLa LyNeTtE HuIyI ShU FeN ZiHeNg YoNgQiAnG NiCk JeAn Le ArIeLlE MeLlY De Coder's Cafe favour MSN emo ____ Credits Coding By Kelly Archives August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 February 2007 April 2007 May 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 |
Saturday, April 28, 2007 i still cant put my heart down to study for mid yr maybe tmr so sian tis few days i have been so obsess with Mr Brown Show their talks r so funny and sometimes it do makes sense abt Singaporean.... i wonder how these guys earn money juz by putting up tis show online for free 2dae Sat r juz the ordinary Sat i have usually i have...... in the morning go sch for DnT and quickly went home to change my uniform and went for tuition at Bukit Batok aft tat went home and slp until 7.05 thn wake up watch TV until 9 dinner came home and i ate while comics online until 12.43 writing tis blog and slp .............
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Friday, April 27, 2007 saying words like "i'm sorry" , " i won't do it the next time" unnesscerily makes mi feel lik a coward... is like not my fault y should i say this kind of things..... these words have strong effect to mininal any fight or arguement but to some ppl lik mi saying these words can affect us a lot juz lik few wks ago i had fight with my bro as in hand to hand contact lik a punch right in the face but it was stop by my parent.... the fight started when ihad a quarrel with... in the past i would use these words to end the fight... but now... it will no longer happened again.... nxt time if i had fault in quarrel and he wan to beat mi.... i won't it a damn thinking abt our blood relationship or those words.... juz give him back a punch right in the FACE
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Thursday, April 26, 2007 Mid yr coming still don feel any stress i realised some of the elder teacher lik Mr Wong in the golden generation..... juz don admit their mistake some time and blur at time hahahahaha at time of blur example i ask him to help me to switch on the OHP he put in the plug and and thn trying to switch on the OHP but he cant... thn i knew something is wrong..... i look at the plug and i laugh.... guess wat.... he did not switch on the switch when he put in the plug... thn i switch without his notice.. and it works at time of don admitting their their mistake my frenz lost his file aft he pass up to him thn we search everywhere we found it at his cupboard thn at first his lik" i don hav it means i don have it" thn his was caught red handed... he act lik nothing happen
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Tuesday, April 24, 2007 Aft so many days i realised my mid-yr exam is juz nxt wk.... however.... i feel lik failing it.... cause i not motivated at all no even one bit..... In the past when hearing the words exam i feel so happy and so overjoyed that holiday is abt to come once exam is over but tis yr is totally different... when i heard the exam tis i feel lik " exam ar...exam loh" lik nothing is going to happened lik tat... if in the past it will be lik "exam ar Huuh exam walao a" lik fallen into hell lik tat.... maybe because tis yr 'O' level ba..... Aft all 'O' level is the big game in the eye of 'O' level exam are lik speck of dirt lik tat don even give it a damn looking at it Also i have i website for manga lover http://www.98cartoon.com/List/1/List_92.htm?3
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Monday, April 23, 2007 i've been seeing the word almost everywhere and everyday in my life... no as in this word appear lik a normal story, article or essay i read but appear as a topics lik 1st thing i wrote on my Journal... "dreams" when 1st flip throught 1st books i took in library the word "DREAMS" come out as a heading.... big and clear.... flip thought English TYS dreams again 2dae PC topic "live out your DREAMS" is this coincident or destiny.... it juz tat...i'm thinking too much.. but i feel lik being cursed by this word..... but words lik dreams don feel lik anything related to curse..... aft all dreams r juz goals and targets to guide ppl along their way to success and to live out themselves... if ppl don realised their dreams aft trying so hard and the time they put in, it will get them close to their dreams..... the amount of impossible created in their life when reaching for their dreams shows how much they cherished their dreams..... when ppl realised their it is juz another begining of their life to go for their new dreams or helping others realised their dreams feel lik talking crap..... aft writing this..... i realised...... i was haunted by "dreams" AGAIN......
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Sunday, April 22, 2007 i feel that by right Sunday should be a eventful and blogful days but mine is juz the opposite Tis whole day is still the same still suffering from illness.... thn i realise one way to turn away from all tis pain is to slp......of course things lik tis won't go so smooth due to some stupid external factor... lik coughing and running nose non-stop and funeral below my block.... my running nose run from mucus to water and funeral ceremony noise...... lik tat how to slp!!!! but thn still managed to slp hahaha
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Saturday, April 21, 2007 haven blogging for days because of my illness first food poisoning secondly sore throat and running nose lastly fever however all r juz light so can recover in 1 day...heng ar tis morning i went to sch for DnT it is so sian ar.... lucky got frenz to talk to thn i finished my work quickly, hoping i can go home earlier..... thn Mr Wong let go home half an hour earlier... thn i was lik so happy and i quickly pack my bag.... When i was lik walking happily lik walking out of hell... As i was 1 step out of sch gate,i heard my frenz calling me saying Mr Wong looking ...my mood was lik totally crumbled as if i was pull back to the depths of hades.... As mr Wong told mi tat he forgot to tell mi to outline my work....haix sian-ed thn rite aft tis i quickly travelled to bukit batok for Eng tuition.... As i am lik late already.....on my way ken called mi and tell mi that he took the wrong.... thn i told him walk ur way back loh...haha.... Tired and Sicked days of mine..... even thought i am free from the torment of my own feeling....ZZZZZZZZZZZZ
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Thursday, April 19, 2007 Well nothing much happen 2dae... all started only aft school 2dae aft sch i went to Boon Lay Sec with my DnT classmate and teacher(Mr Wong) for a talk held by a asst prof frm NIE(not too sure) on growing of ideas... we meet at the DnT rm and thn walk to Boon Lay sec together... thn till half way some of them cnnt tak the heat.. so they tak a cab...which i think is only abt $2 taxi fare.... when i reach there i was lik hoping to c one of my best frenz Ah siao but i didn't :(..... thn we proceed to the AVA room.... when i enter the AVA room it was so different frm our sch... their AVA rm lik auditorium lik tat... juz tat only on one floor.... thn the whole 16 of us seated at the 1st row thn we waited and waited for the rest of the student attending the talk.... there r also Westwood sec student.....thn the talk starts when everybody was there althought there is some latecome... thn tat prof Jason Tan started the talk... he talk on how he and we can come out with idea on things we saw and when under a certain sitution....thn he keep talking and talking for 3 cases of the ideas i was lik abt to fall asleep liao...ZZZ thn when the talk comes to a activities thn i woke up... the activities he give has given he the deepest impression abt the talk... he started throwing sphererical object at ppl and ask them to catch....and i was joking with my frenz will he throw durian........thn i was lik seated right in front of most of the teachers and not expecting to throwing towards my direction...indeed he didn't.... but one of classmates drop the object and ask mi to pick for her.... thn when i pick up the thing, prof Tan requested the pupil with the object in his or her hand to come to the front... thn i was lik kana sabo no choice have to go haix.... luckily nothing happened instead he gave us the object... mine is lik a golf ball juz tat it is in half orange and half blue colour...and is soft of course... thn aft tat he continue talking for a while and end of the talk... hahaha... the whole talk was quite fun aft all....thn iwent home...................
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Wednesday, April 18, 2007 still suffering frm food poisoning but with the medication at least i'm getting better now...phew i hardly absent from sch..... spending all of my time slping in my room... thn when cnnt slp i will look at the time thinking what r the rest of my classmate doing 2dae... wat did i miss... will there be a lot of hmwk haix... nthing much to blog 2dae no any other special thought for 2dae.... except for the boredom 2dae
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Tuesday, April 17, 2007 i have been living in pain for the past few days.... i feel lik my stomach was twisted and is getting stronger and stronger day aft day... until 2dae i went to see a doc... he told mi i got a bit of food poisoning.... everytime i c a doc is usually food poisoning i have not been getting other kind of sickness for yrs liao... thn the doc lik in a hurry lik when i 1st step into his room he ask mi wat is it.. thn i told him wat happened aft tat all i get to say is either yes or no he keep shooting qns at me i don even get the chance to say any other thing even my mom too....haha i rmb my mom used to tell mi tat love at my age will easily fade of with time... i guess it was true aft all it did fade off.... but since last yr onward it came back and i don give it a damn abt it.... but as time goes by it nv fade off instead it get stronger i was so confused abt tis... y won't it fade off...thn i ask my mom abt it... she says even when u r confused with tis feeling and cant solve it.. thn forget abt it... what good will it do days still hav to go on, meals still have to be taken, studies still have to go on.... thn i reliase tis is the kind of thinking that i've bringing with mi until tis yrs... and i finally noe y is getting stronger because i'm getting closer to her.... but tks to my mom the knot in my heart has been untie... and finally free from the torment of love and liking... haha feels kinda of funny writing tis...
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Sunday, April 15, 2007 forget to blog yesterday.....nvm 2dae still can blog yesterday i woke in the morning to meet kenneth for eng tuition...... aft the tuition we went to Bugis. As ken wan to buy a bag.. thn we went to the wallet shop thn he saw a bag in white which quite nice but i think if it is in black it will be better... thn i ask the a person dere in chinese got black for tat bag. thn she say can speak Eng... thn i was lik ooops.... she really look lik a chinese i was quite suprise.... aft that ken didn't buy tat cause onli white.... we walk around until we lost.. althought i used to work around there, i hardly walk around in Bugis Junction.... thn i used the directory there in get out of dere....thn ken said" U played too much RPG game liao" but we still get out of dere anyway.... When i reach home is lik around 4 lik tat liao.... i was too tire thn went to slp for lik 45 mins thn aft tat i've to go speech day as some stupid audience... feel lik so don wan to go.... As i was going up to the hall with Ivan lai and louis... Elango saw us and tell us to go home because our hair too long thn we quickly run back home... we r so happy lik siao...,hahahahaha:] thn i go home and continue to slp until 2dae morning..... wonderful stupid day...... wait for tmr ba
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Friday, April 13, 2007 i forgot to eat breakfast tis morning thn go to sch my stomach lik keep rumbling until i wan to kee siao liao during lessons i kept looking at the time waiting for recess it is a very torturing exp haixx during sch all i eat is a plate of lo mai kai thn tats it at least it keep my stomach quiet aft the friday-ly focused test i went to hav a "feast" with my parent... aft i was full i reliase i don wan to listen to any topic related to food when i listen my mind will lik go blank and don wan to think abt it when ppl ask whether the food here is nice or not i can no longer betray my own feeling anymore, it juz won't fade off,...
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Thursday, April 12, 2007 nothing much to blog 2dae 2dae aft my DnT lesson i left my bk inside the DnT room... and the bk is tmr focused SUBJECT Xuete!!! thn 5mins away from my bio lesson i quickly look for Mr Wong for the key.. thn he said tat go to the 2nd floor DnT rm to take the key from the instructer inside... thn i ran all the way to tat DnT rm take the key run down run up return the key.... thn is only left with 10sec i ran breathelessly to AVA rm in the end they say Bio lesson at IT resources rm which is rite above DnT rm... thn i was lik "wat the fuck i've been running for nothing!!! Crap!!!" and tirely go to the bio lesson and went home... stupid day
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Wednesday, April 11, 2007 "Every failure is juz another beginning life at ur age now is still a long way to go, tmr will be a better day" i rmb one of my teachers said this to me which i think is very real... every time u fail, u juz have to fight for it the nxt time... chance is always around you, whether is it visible to u, it depends on how strong ur heart of appreciation and how much hard work u put in to the chance....this phrase soon become my motivation to move on every failure. Every time i fail i might look as it i don give it a damn at the 1st place... but it affect my hearts a lot especially seeing those ppl with mark that they are contented with.... but i will recover from this failure very fast..... 2dae aft school still have to go to speech day"rehasal" and be audience on the show.. i feel lik is quite silly... y make a put up SHOW for the VIP lik the VIP no audience will die lik that... thn somemore mke us wait for 1hr lik tat thn start show this so damn stupid.... but on the show i reliase 1 thing when ppl are very focused into things they are doing their hearts towards things may change maybe without even their notice...so is their facial expression juz lik when they dance, they act, they sing i almost cant recognise my friend they are so lik another person...maybe tis is the potential of a person heart can really do... not only to feel but also to change..... juz have to wait another day to pass to start a better life.....
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Tuesday, April 10, 2007 2dae at sch i heard something rather ridiculous... Mr Bala actually chase ppl out of study corner... when i heard that from Bann Vei i was wondering Y would he wan to chase ppl out of study corner when ppl r studying there... if tats the case thn don build that study corner in the first place!!!....this sounds so perfectly stupid..... My 1st focused test Ever Since 2nd term had started... there has been test lik almost every day.... 4 out of a weekdays i'm having test juz tis wk i already hav Chinese English Physics Bio Social Study Chem and Physics Focused test..... this is really wearing me out.... space for game is lik totally out....i Wonder how long can i last:( i was lik tinking what should i buy for my Mom on Mother's Day...thn i saw a rabbit soft toy which rather cute from the HRSS merchendise... As my class is doing some SL project on HRSS(House of Rabbit Society of Singapore) thn every student have to sell lik at least $20 of the merchendise and that toy cost lik around $25... if a buy the toy i can settle the $20 Can save the rabbit and something to give to my Mom.... it sounds a good plan;) hahaha
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Monday, April 09, 2007 2dae blog is for things i wanted to write in the past but 4got to 2dae i got punished for washing toliet because my friend and i were suppose to gather at the canteen but gather at the canteen is so crowded and noisy so we decided to hide in the toliet but got caught in the end so sui.. aft that we wanted to return to the assembly but was stopped by mr Wong... In the end we miss the dance but actually i dont really give it a damn abt it ... so i juz let it go this few day i am so attracted to a game call kingdom hearts this game is by Disney and Squaresoft.... the game comprise of charater from disney fairy tale and final fantasy.. this game juz roxhttp://www.veoh.com/videos/v2737813xmSafJS&source=similarVideo a simple video on the game... Abt a wk ago i have this dreams which might sound rather stupid but it feel so real every time i recall abt it..... the dreams goes like this: this dream is in the future. i deamt that i committed a crime that hav to be put into jail. i cant rmb wat is it but my mom take the sentence for me but she landed in jail instead of me and have to do labourious job in the jail. Aft that i lost my sight in a car accident..... thn i saw i small boy is pulling my hand to look for my mom in jail.... she is doing kind of grass cutting job.... when i walk to her... she told me, "i have been suffering for my whole life, finally is time for me to rest" aft that she die rite in front of me... suddenly tis feeling that is so.... no words for me to describe.... lik my heart is abt to die........ i keep saying," Wake Up Ma" When i woke up from my dream the feeling is still dere
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Sunday, April 08, 2007 juz another "grounded" like day 1st ting wake up check time thn go back to slp aft that i trully wake up and hav breakfast the nxt ting i did is study cant even belive i'm studying(usually i will ply until lik evening) study haf way feel lik slping but could not thn suddenly rmb got tuition lucky my tutor fall sick hahaha :).... tis con't all way the until evening Aft tat my mom said she wan to cook mee hun something i quickly wake up and help... tis mee hun something is something hard to come by from my mom aft all home cook food is still the best than anything....but she is hardly cooking any of them anymore as she was quite sick nowaday...;( i use to tell her that her cooking is the best... best enough to set up store outside but she never belive me...... wonder Y??? .......
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Saturday, April 07, 2007 its been days...um months since i last blogged 2dae juz happened to have the mood to blog tis morning i totally forgot that i am suppose to meet my my frenz to buy things for SL project but in the end they called me and i meet out with them Aft shopping i went to slp aft i went into deep slp i was lik woken up by the thunder. ti was so goddamn noisy. luckily i am able to went back to slp but not for long. i was lik having dreams from nightmare to strange to don noe whatever it is. Aft those dreams, strange enough i slp for only 2hrs. As i feel lik i was slping for 5hrs aft all those dreams and thunder. Aft i woke up, i feel lik studying but no motivation. so i continue to nua
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