i have been living in pain for the past few days.... i feel lik my stomach was twisted and is getting stronger and stronger day aft day... until 2dae i went to see a doc... he told mi i got a bit of food poisoning.... everytime i c a doc is usually food poisoning i have not been getting other kind of sickness for yrs liao... thn the doc lik in a hurry lik

when i 1st step into his room he ask mi wat is it.. thn i told him wat happened aft tat all i get to say is either yes or no he keep shooting qns at me i don even get the chance to say any other thing even my mom too....haha

i rmb my mom used to tell mi tat love at my age will easily fade of with time... i guess it was true aft all it did fade off.... but since last yr onward it came back and i don give it a damn abt it.... but as time goes by it nv fade off instead it get stronger i was so confused abt tis... y won't it fade off...thn i ask my mom abt it... she says even when u r confused with tis feeling and cant solve it.. thn forget abt it... what good will it do days still hav to go on, meals still have to be taken, studies still have to go on.... thn i reliase tis is the kind of thinking that i've bringing with mi until tis yrs... and i finally noe y is getting stronger because i'm getting closer to her.... but tks to my mom the knot in my heart has been untie... and finally free from the torment of love and liking... haha feels kinda of funny writing tis...