at 1st i thought i did let go of her soon i find out not totally but i finally realise wat is the last thing i couldn't but is almost impossible to let go of tat... frenz? maybe i don even wan to talk to her anymore...her senses are too dull and blunt for mi to "let go" of the last thing i wanna to

i tinking of starting a "next life" blog for next yr no matter where i go letting go every single past i hope... next life obviouly sounds lik a new life to most ppl...to mi it sounds lik a brand new chance in a person life able to scrap off all the whosoever bad thing the person done and even forget all the happy memory he left behind...sounds gd for the bad thing but bad for the memory but tat is wat i really hope i can have but impossible to have a next life unless tis is fairy tales....so maybe my blog will complete my hope for mi sounds really stupid though but better thn nothing

ytd went home by myself in the dark around 3 from the girl hse... not even a sound or car on the road only dim street light really look a zombie town... somehow walking through the dark i couldn't care much or even tink abt things felt as if i'm walking in a very realistic dream... walk till my hse bright void deck i thn realise i reach home it was quite a distance from her hse to my hse but i felt as though i didn't go to her hse or going anywhere a very mixed feeling i got ha....

happening 2dae? nth really... juz doing all the undone stuff i wan to cause spending to much time outside with frenz.... 1st i change my specs but collecting it a sat so wait...what else???.. went to the library to borrow for chinese novel....second cooking lesson with my mom...next? i fell asleep all of a sudden guess i too tired tis few day thought wil and the other will have a pool game but i guess they go somewhere else and cancelled tat off but also a gd thing cause i really nid a break nv had a proper sleeping night tis few day could have had mi killed

not really in the mood of blogging 2dae but still manage to squeeze some things out to write haix kk not bad ha