Finally exam end liao b4 i started writing tis entry i already tinking wat i wan to write is quite alot actually but ryt now when i am writing tis my mind go blank....... so juz writing wat i wan to write ryt now

my 2dae MSN nick is " life lies nobody ever lik to play with the truth"...... the truth is always to cruel to face only lies is able to cover but not destroy..... but i choose to lie.... in the end the truth is out and i can't cover anymore juz b4 the exam.... always see her with another guy yet they don't admit they are..... this is not juz covering their lies but revealing me to the truth deeper.... is really hurting..... yet i don't tell the girl but i told another girl abt tis which really helping mi alot (Thanks if u noe hu i am refering to) Plus the exam stress if juz keep me imagine things hoping they don't come true while actually they are fact.... it really make me cry alot when out with the clique in the end i always play solo off...... i noe i lik her but i noe something else after the exam if i really love her maybe i should juz let her be wat she wan as long as she is happy even if she is with other guy and not me so be it..... even though i told tis to myself, it still hurt but another thought come in.... y feeling sad abt i find it meaningless to feel sad tis only make me feel lik a bloody idiot..... now after exam all wan with all my heart is to be happy find ways to have fun even if people hate me i only laugh at them... laugh at them wasting time and strength hating ppl lik mi...... no stress no work only fun with frenz tat is wat i consider tat i lived once

ever since the last entry i started to think blogging is a freaking waste of time but i realise another purpose of blogging..... i wan to keep strong yet easily forgotten feeling here.... so ppl will ask y not keep a diary..... ppl lik mi are lazy and don lik to rmb the past.... after all past is only the root and pain and sadness unless it is something tat give mi a deep impression...... i rmb someone once ask me "wat is the most beautiful sound u have ever heard ?' i can't rmb hu the guy is but i only knew i was very young at tat time and don't wan to reply but now i noe the ans.... to mi is laughter...... hearing other laugh out of joke of whoever and whatever my heart someho feels happy and laugh as well

ALRIGHT after all the emo and mindset changing stuff written..... maybe i should write wat i did after exam 1st thing i bought a PSP can feel lik screaming out loud so damn song man..... after tat a chalet which i did really wan to brought out abt it cause it will only cause trouble if i wrote my thought abt it....... Ermmmm for tis wk and last is a total POOL DAY keep going arena play pool really cause mi a bomb......

tis friday went to a frenz hse for overnight it was quite fun but Wah really tired nv slp only slp for less than 1/2 hr almost die-ed..... all i did was Poker Mahjong Movie PSP Rubric Cube chit chat with frenz accidentally told a screct and i told the girl don tell anyone

thn 2dae was very fun as well eating steamboat at Mr Peh hse playing PSP shouting screaming and laughing loud cant even rmb when did i started doing tis..... something bad happen in the midst but i hope i heard wrongly.... the girl abt the screct.... over hearing saying things abt her sounds lik wat i told her tat day but hope she didn't .....even thought she mayBe should not talk abt it although most of them noe abt the prob aft all i tink is not really..... watever don wan to repeat

tis few day somehow i pick a hobby of folding stars keep them in bottle is not really a guy stuff but everyone have their different sides after all....

still have a lot to write but continue tmr i wan to slp le