Imgaine poking a pen into somebody throat the blood oozing out like fountain and u can hear the choking sound as the person try to shout for help(a thought after completing Manhunt 2)..... there is a certain thrill in there but the price is too much too high to pay... 1st u must have the guts to do so even if u have u r not the main character of the story u will be arrested one day 2nd u won't kill an innocent ppl for the sake of the thrill even if it is someone u hate the most it won't worth it lastly game is totally different from reality there is no restart button in ur life.... so tink b4 u do anything tat will make u regret when coming to huge decision....lol y would i wan to write something like tat in my blog but nvm

whenever i thought abt wat to write in my blog is kinda of stress becoz if i write any offencsive stuff in will be in trouble if a write anything tat is boring it will be boring(lol)offencsive stuff really cnnt write abt wat abt boring stuff? i can write tat since almost nobody is reading my blog anyway...but thn i realise thn i write blog for wat at 1st i say to keep strong feeling but thn even if no strong feeling on tat i still wan to write thn i ask one of my frenz Y? s/he is to relives soul... if i blog is to relive soul i will be writing offencsive stuff already......so y should i be writing tis blog i ask myself....for the time being i tink is tat i like the feeling of writing stuff lik a writer and hoping reading will somehow will react to it(althought nobody really reply abt it)but i still hope so one day it will

event 2dae..... is boring to anyone keeping reading my blog including myself... spending the whole morning dead sleeping when i make up is lik 2 in the noon tat i start playing Manhunt 2 until 6 the time i totally completed tis game thn sebas start to call mi in MSN for pool game so i went... but really sui ar..... always during last 2 balls i keep giving them free ball WTF thn i keep losing until closing to the end my luck start to turn a bit better but no better than my last opponent who keeps playing 9-balls with mi haix keep losing also sian but i won't lose interest i still lik to play pool haha.... thn we went home early juz in case we miss the last bus + we are abt to broke le haix basically no job no money no fun maybe i should start to tink abt looking for a part time job tat won't affect my night time happy hour ha........