for once ppl tell mi human are evil while some say human are kind in nature...but i felt that human are evil in nature which include myself and everyone i noe....cause would anyone help a stranger without a second thought....every kind act the person did is to hope to have something in return not money but maybe any kind of relationship....if a person did a kind act without having second thought and don't give it a damn about whatever return they got...so is difficult to tell whether the person is gd or evil....best thing to do keep the evil under ur mask or control...like mi....keep thinking of evil thing to do can't say obviously but i juz afraid i would did anyone of it one day.....is even more scary if the thought is overflowing haix...whats wrong with mi???!!!damn it!!

someone told mi this told mi that actually nth juz wan to start the 2dae happening a bit different if i not i'm boring myself keep starting with "well 2dae happening...etc"

thn 2dae went to visit Andy tat sick guy not saying his pervert but ill...so when his hse with Ansel only thn thinkinh tat the rest will come but nada... none did except sebas come at a later time...so i went his hse...actually his quite fine but still need rest i guess....so i and him and Ansel playing Poker until i had enough thn i started playing silent hill:origin

silent hill is a boring game to most of the ppl that are lazy to kill a bit brain cell and lik i say the atmosphere they created with the BG music is great....cause that is a way to know whether are there any demon around u...through a radio which make a kind of static sound when u r near....when the situtation got too safe, ur mind goes a bit wild thinking tat did the creepy BG music blend in to the radio sound.....plus i kana scared by the game a bit... there is this part where u r in a theatre with a lot of puppet with creepy face on it.... u can tell the colour of the the puppets compare to the BG...so is an item of a interest at 1st i saw one i keep telling my frenz this puppet sure move one but don noe when tats y is scary....met the 1st nth happening until i past by the second one...show a small cutsence....thn the puppet will try to strangle you... and by the way the puppet is hanging upside down...thn i kana stunned using the sledge hammer...keep whacking and started scolding stuff lik KNN CCB......and i realise a gd reason girls playing this game will freak out....there is this portal through any mirror to transfer to the demonic realm where all the bloodthristy disgusting demon were and they call this realm"the other world" best part? it is always the Girls' Toliet Mirror

this keep going on until sebas came... and my left eyes start to "flicker" showing bad omen... is whatever the chinese says so i thinking to time to go home...truth enough and unlucky enough i saw HER....walao lik i don noe how to describe....i can't possibly show a DL face lik "walao so sui " too rude so wave my hand to she and her and him..and say BB....after tat i feel lik hitting the wall but i don noe reason thn i told myself calm down abit relax is not so bad thn mood down.....once again i don't know what is my prob y would i keep thinking tat way....... maybe i hoped i can take it as seeing a normal frenz lik i use to c my pri sch frenz........nth special nth happen nth at all.....troubled like my usual life

erm...almost forgot this if Bann Vei u r reading this come out man don be a rainy and sunny home boy missing u already....