i don noe how to start for 2dae but wah so happy 2dae.....is my luck turning ? i don noe i only know HAPPPPY......ok 1st thing 1st....after sending the girls back talking to them a bit abt got income no income got job no job.....gd chat....give mi a lot thought to write for 2dae hahaha

ok one said working is for exp plus income...ok i agree to it but....this exp are juz...erm too little to become of a help in the future i don mean is totally useless but the time when this exp are needed are rare....because the exp we get were blind from the reality.....i saw the truth of reality...when last yr working at my bro there...even ppl are united in the office there always cold war...no juz ppl sabotaging each other or having or even office company between company....maybe i shouldn't say much abt it.....but personal view after all

ok the other said work for the sake of income so that her parent won't control her by using money....ok tat sounds really erm....childish from the outsider view...cause i can't really say for her...as i don't know how she really feels abt it so outsider can't say much abt it but really lah can tell her parent care for her loh....maybe no really care but worry perhaps......so again personal thought...can't say much abt it..ha

oook 2dae lucky....second day working at De Coder's Cafe frenz reading this tis come to the cafe when u r free ty...so 2dae at De Coder's a chio at work but didn't talk to her nice girl but look a bit pale...somehow...ok nvm thn met another chio bu play few game with her quite cute plus got figure...haha not bad 2 chio de liao 2dae...thn i met the thrid chio bu on the train total stranger....so on the way back home...i happen to sit beside her...look a bit bookish type....but not bad got figure as well...thn she was sleeping so i didn't really care at 1st until....her head lik keep swaying thn happen to land on my shoulder....haha....but i also not so bad lah won't take advantage...so i wake her up by shaking my shoulder.....haix felt a bit wasted but nvm lah as a gentleman this is way it is hahaha......sounded so noble........haha lol

so after tat went to arena for 2 game of pool though i started asking for this game but too tired so only played 2 game in the end...until 11 mi Ansel and Andy went off to Ansel hse to rot...starting to use "rot" in replace of the word "wasting time" ...so we rot till 12? around there thn thn went to PM to eat supper with the same old same old long time no see (in fact less thn one week) bastards and bitches.....haha jk...they are sebas wilson clar vera yt....haha nice to see them again....though not very farmilar with Vera YT and clar but still gd to see them.....plus still miss out other guys in the usual gang...lik Kok Hui, Tl and He gang.....i know one is not in singapore for the other 2 i don noe....but still missed them....

and next is the best moment i've been waiting for....3 words to summrise...." IT IS OVER" finally i let go hahahahahaha....walao now mood so high yet sleepy...but know "IT" will be back anytime have to be careful if not back to emo period..... so now keep "IT" out of reach...how do i know....when sending her back home talking to her a bit walk her home somehow the feeling last tat i last time have is no longer there....it is over WWWOOOOO00000ooooooo.... now Wah peace no stupid feeling in my life anymore....for the period that i don't know what is wrong with me...i still don noe hope is longer there anymore...somehow i got this feeling this have nth to do with her....my own prob......whatever it is i finally ended one worried or rather a prob