i'm so scare right now...i'm so scare tat i will fall into the same hell as i did b4....i was lucky tat i managed to get out of it when i'm so deep inside....with the help of my best frenz..but this time if i do again is the end.....if i did no one can help mi anymore...not this time round....even the most trusted person i have can't get mi through this time....i juz managed to get a bitch out of my life now juz by stupid rumor another bitch came in to my life....i have to stop myself from falling into tat hell......or else i don know what will happen......

really got so tired this few days didn't bother to write out anything anymore...so when i'm not i will try to write something out