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(heartache badly 2dae.....not mentally but physically keep getting scared by the silent hill game...guess i'm a bit weak-hearted..haha..even though i completed it 2dae but still i don really understand the story..i only know it is a human scarifice sort of ritual...to summon the so call their god and the summoner choose to scarifice her daughter by buring her alive and the main char sort of save her from the fire but she is still dead but the soul is still in the midst of the ritual and the main char to stop and blah blah blah.....the story goes on....until silent hill 5

thn still i don really know what i've been doing and what is going on with mi keep getting all kind of feeling lik as if everything come at the same time.....who know how does it feel lik when u hate and love at the same time....or when u r feeling high and yet u r low or u feel happy but still emo...what is this!? don ask mi i don even know myself.... thought might be same side effect that i get away from her ? can't be i don really care so much now...

so whenever i look back at the time when i liked her so much and she doesn't even know a damn thing abt it....is kinda fun or rather something worth looking back though she doesn't know a thing but in my own world if i'm able to talk to her i'm happy enough if i walk her home i will be haha smiling to myself on the way home soon lik my so called " movitation "......movitation to what i don noe but i know i m having happy life till things got a "bit out of hand" thn i lose it.......hahaha come to think of it i'm a fool...

but nvm nvm nvm things have to come and go nth is forever but there is always a however telling mi to cherish it..... no matter what is it...and that will be the last thing i nv cherished...)
tell the truth i don't know what the hell am i writing so far reader can ignore it if u wan(provided if i have any)haha

Mood : mono neither happy nor sad

2dae actually part the gang wanted to play basketball but i was late due to my bad habit of unable to wake up in the morning until 11 or 12....by the time it already started....thn so PS lah a bit guilty liao....but haha

thn change of plan go Andy hse rot instead of rotting in our own hse....thn do almost everything there poker mahjong(somehow starting to lose interest) or PSP until 2.XX thn but lunch with Wil.....thn i went home 1st cause my mom started nagging at me already...so i went home 1st calm her down thn ran off again haha...

thn go Andy hse continue rotting...rot and rot and rot until organs are exposing already YQ thn come........ok lah better thn 5 ppl rotting now + 1.....so until dinner time lik around 9.XX thn go home dinner thn rot again until i write this entry.....now? is lik 4.20 need to SLp le

and thats all for 2dae.......looking forward the morning wish that when i wake up every little bloody annoying things will get the fucking hella of my life...phew.......