right b4 writing this entry...i was in the toliet running cold water over my head thinking what to write for this entry when i finish thinking i went out siting at my usual corner...then i forgot what i want to write rmb a bit but very scattered....

Well 1st half of the day i went to Jurong east with the usual but only part of the gang...some to collect salary from their work some having lunch and some went to play pool then i saw her...leave her aside for the time being cause i started to feel disturbed afterward....thn after my erm....lunch then i went to play pool with the rest until only mi, Ah bug and yq..while the rest went home for what reason i'm not too sure...wil went home to take belt and shoes(his wearing slipper) for the girls i don't know....thn we played pool till like 4 thn went to the control station to wait for the rest of the gang

tats when i start to care...starting to bother mi WTF...got a bit of tear but came from my yawn~~ i guess.....can't juz face her....so at 1st i was intending to went home juz like that bet she won't notice whats wrong unless she is not a complete blur sotong.....but but but.... on the other hand if juz leave lik this it will somehow dampen the atmosphere a bit more perhaps....though i don really see myself as part of the gang.......but for the sake of tis frenz.....take the pain to carry on...if it was b4 "O" i would have went off silently...i even try to cover that i'm moody or rather emo....phew..what a day

from going bugis eating dinner to on the way home the pain juz keep adding on adding not even the silghtest sadness i've shown...so i sounded so noble in fact i'm a complete bloody moron...doing this kind of thing... for the second thought i ask myself " what the bloody hell am i doing?" haix.....up till now i still don noe what is wrong with mi

okok maybe i should stop talking abt this anymore...erm....ever since after the chalet the gang is like missing 2 person...one is TL( don't know what happened to her) and Andy....Andy is like sick after the Penang trip...so ya the gang is like quite peaceful without him...but in the fact i missed his awful singing....so if u r reading this get well fast alright.

erm... in Bugis when i by past the gift shop i was thinking"oh ya christmas is coming" so i started to think maybe i should buy something but for who... i started to think for a moment....definitely not for her but the other her...sounds like they are closely related but they are not....no special relationship with her but only like to talk to her....so tks her for listening so much of my crap.......so when chosing the present i took quite a bit of time...cause she is not the kind that will like soft toy unless it is Flounder or Sebastian....so bought a card and a present a small present....

what i'm doing now drinking my mom cooking still the best.....