somehow this feel day very stupid lah....i'm getting all kind of sickness back....juz got this feeling..i'm gonna to die young....1st thing every part of my organs are lik pain for at least 10 time a month tat doesn't include sex organ.....thn somemore weak heart.....plus easily blackout sometime when seat on a chair for too long thn stand up....eyes lik go blank thn leg go nua lik falling on to the ground....somebody call tat ping xue.....don really what is it but whatever...short life is better cause u suffer less.....althought ur life can be a happy life but no matter what u will suffered once in ur life...

somehow this few 2dae getting a bit less tolerance to nagging.....in the past when my mom nagged at mi i usually don give it a damn...now whenever she nagged i lik ticking bomb...will explode anytime.....tat is one thing i don noe what is wrong with mi...now i know this have nth to do with her.....keep getting unwanted prob sian-ed.....but maybe it will went off someday..also 2dae i wait for my for half an hour+... in the past all the KNN CCB already out of my mouth liao but now......not even one swear word of my mouth......maybe i too angry to say anything...cause no matter what words i scolded can ease my anger....but haix i don know lost in my own life....AGAIN....

ok finally i reach the nxt epi of my life after the love epi now what......insanity epi no way my blog call hollow sanity...(empty sanity) how come still got sane.....ok i got a gd name....rebellious epi.......

LIFE:;;;:::

3rd day at mr yap cafe.....so ya no ppl again until closing to the end of my shift thn got ppl somemore 2 chio bu out of 3....wah on a row lah keep seeing chio bu....ok lik only entertain myself nia alone see chio bu no fun....muz see with frenz thn fun haha

thn after is the waiting for half an hour+ period....wah.....the anger juz keep building up....will lik walao....on at point of time i already DL to the max liao....but when see them i also sian liao loh no mood to angry liao or i don know lah....haix...

after tat went to Airport to see someone i not very farmilar with is Mard....but whatever lah someone i happen to know....juz call it my frenz....thn when see her thn went home thn blah blah blah actually tat part is cersored cause if i were to write it up ppl will start to take whatever object tat is capable of murdering.....or assinate mi....so for the sake of my life cause i still want to have more fun so i can't yet....

thn i start to get this funny qn in my mind...if i can choose when i'm gonna to die.....when will it be?.....so ya maybe ppl will choose as long as possible or as short as possible for mi....i wanna to die nxt yr feb 1.....i guess is a nice day to die in....cause i knew by tat time i already have enough fun and thats it...the end....hahaha sounds as though i'm a crazy...but tay juz a thought...after all i scare of death so i wouldn't die so soon unless is for someone tat worth it