i juz made a very bad joke with my girl juz now....i told her in msn....lets break up....
hahaha
i almost made her cry i can imagine her teary eyes.....so sry my bad......but i have a reason for this...cause my mom was lik over paranoid with mi having a gf anything tat conern mi she always thought tat it muz be because of my gf tat causes it then got angry i mean lik wat is wrong maybe isn't really over paranoid is juz too worried cause she juz don trust mi... though she everytime said she trusted...but i nv tink tat she trusted mi cause she had never prove to mi tat she trust....too worried perhaps but i tink....i will juz stick it paranoid for her.....

but nvm so i tink this "break up" is lik a make up story cause we are still as close as b4....to my mom more happy though i don tink it does cause her worry nv ends...but gimme a break...on a second thought she is going genting to have fun soon so i tink i should juz make her happy a while...haha haix got a too caring mom is nice but not everytime or juz tat i don appreciate it.....

so b4 i can explain i played joke on her....so to make up.... i once sent her this sms
背对这现实 只要天真的活下去 你所担心会失去的梦想 绝不会消失 因为你有我
i tink of sending her this because i saw her blog...come on Murong u gotta to trust mi...i say it i mean it......hahahaha

so 2dae hor i missed my guitar lesson on the second time i was damn emo the whole time loh but when she hugged mi i realise i still got her wat is there to emo abt haha but nvm this can't carry on i have already missed 2 lesson con't already nxt time i'm juz gonna to set alarm clock .....

this is the 1st time i wrote this blog damn fast cause i took 3 mins writing all of this
hahaha