MISSING JJ CATZ HAVE ANYONE SEEN HER????


Anyway i haven seen the cat for the like a few months already. Although she bit mi sometime but she is nice to play... worse come to worse did she....become.... curry for the security guard?!?!?!?!
Neh i don't think so, the guard her pretty well perhaps she went to look for her husband?? she is something little that i enjoy in life oh well now that she is gone what can i do?? can't possibly look for her cause i still got 'A' ?

Whatever it is, its been 7days already? since murong left.. now that i think of it.. it still feels lonely without her around. At first, keep thinking of the sad past and then got really down don't feel like studying, though i know that' hey is A lvl this lvl gotta study' it just doesn't come to mi. So to overcome i need to tell someone my emotion is a simplest way to get things off the chest.

So i decided to install MSN again! :D
since murong is not around, i have to talk to someone and so i found Zi heng and Arielle. One treats mi like a little brother probably and the other one perhaps one of the key player in his life since he says i'm one the person that he wants to meet in life? And tks to them i've overcome and the emotional barrier. Tks Arielle for her time and energy allllll the while not just this but during secondary school too can't help having this feeling that i'm wasting her time. She is like a lighthouse??? always pointing to mi the 'right' way

As for Zi heng tks anyway knowing u don't really know what happen to mi in the past but tks for the time for listening to thing that u don't really have to... he is........hmmmm eccentric? neh that is the word for mi... hmmmm mature in a different? perhaps? but i got this feeling that he would be a really good friend if i was able to spend more time with him???

come to think of it... i am who i am tks to every single person or animals that appear in my life be it the one i hate i love i cherish i look up to tks... on side notes this doesn't include my brothers cause i simply hate them too much to tks them...just can't wait for them to die or i die 1st...sadist ain't i... oh well that simply shows that how much i hate them.. such hatred is beyond words...i bet my mom will hate herself after she read this for not able to resolve the hate in mi for my brother... not that i will kill them right away or whatsoever...

Anyway is like Forrest Gump said u don't find any good friends from any corner
they are hard to find.. losing one makes mi cherish the next one losing one more makes mi wan to cherish the next one more and on and on and on.... i tink good friend is juz simple those that i feel comfortable talking to de

let mi try recall... My class de got Zi heng i tink him only lah secondary school one
think i lose then all..hmm that makes mi want to cherish the one in JC....oh wait got arielle...hmmm...current class....don have...Aww now then i realise how lonely i am
well doesn't matter...

Whatever it is i will always enjoy the little things in life :D