HAha Husky have so many looks.. anyway 18 days have passed since Murong left and 3days since my grandma pass away.

in just 8days so many things have happened, starts with 8 june when my grandma fell for the 3rd time within 6 months. from the second fall i already knew her days are numbered. On the 3rd time i was still thinking maybe not so fast perhaps a few more day. then i tink about it..hmm juz go and visit her while i can... in the end she passed away on the 9th of june juz before the day i visit her. Knowing that doesn't really sadden mi nor am i happy. I juz feel kinda of heavy. Not talking about my weight but my heart. No tears no smile.. anyone who witness death even thought is not someone close people might juz feel this way unless i'm talking about my big bro than probably i won't feel anything only bad memories when i think about him... juz that for mi and my grandma wasn't that close... so i juz felt this way. Good thing is that she didn't die in pain or anything she juz died in coma and she have already made quite a result going as far as 88yrs old. thats on the brighter side...

In this week, i also have a history test that i pretty much...ermm.. think i shan't talk about it...other than all this... this is a very difficult week for mi to stay happy esp when murong isn't around...Only thing i should really feel happy about this week is probably history common test is over..seriously nothing to enjoy about...this week is really DOWN week...oh well, I only hope next week will be better