it's been 9 days already... everything still looks good.
My problem never seems to cease and some persisting one look kinda of childish and dumb? i don't know about other ppl cause if anyone have prob they would probably told someone or solve themselves is not really my business to ask around not like i can help them unless is my gf

My problem seems childish because there are a lot of things i know that i have to do rationally but emotionally i couldn't accept it. What i think and how i feel is too different for me to make sense out of it... lets just call it half mature. I think feeling is very impt because sometime feeling are the motivation to push u beyond ur limit because it is something that u wan to do it not u should do it... like study i know i should study but study something that i have no interest is not wat i want as far as they are probably link to my future. Anyway that is just how Singapore system work... study so hard for something that u might not even do in the future

Some of my problem seems dumb because they are problems that seems to be gone but nv and return and haunt from time to time... though tell mi to face it, confront it, and be brave about it.Yet, i always thought all this time i'm dealing with it but seems like i'm still running away from it."Face Your Own Problems" i also know but how???
there are ppl who hold on to their problems for 6...7 yrs. I tot mine is long enough. When the day b4 i start telling my friend the story of my problem i don't feel anything wrong about it as it i don't feel that it is a problem... i think it only hurts when the feeling return.... like i say feeling is very impt as much as thinking

And when murong is always very emotional.. she will always say " well, life is always ups ans downs is like PMS even though u r not girl"

but i think i still like the rule from zombieland..."Enjoy the little things in life"