juz a pic of husky XD

Yeah is the 10th day already... lucky Husky is with mi if not i would probably die?
speaking of dying. 2dae i was thinking if i die... how would murong feel. She always tell mi "i would be sad"... then i will tell her if i really die.. i hope u will be the one to design my grave hahahaXD...Esp if i die when murong has no idea at all... imaging if she come back happily juz because she missed mi and i dies ???thats pretty dramatic... anyway u won't know what will happen the next second...

I realise i am very sensitive towards other ppl feeling or thought about mi...it is not really a good thing...cause it sometimes restrict ur behavior u were always afraid of things or words that u say might hurt somebody... i mean sometimes there really are taboo for ur friends... 1 or 2 of this is ok... when is too much it gets heavier cause u have to shape yourself to fit into mold... sometime is really hard to breath this way... and thats y sometimes u really need a friend to talk to be yourself

Sometime i really hope my friend or ppl around would just tell mi that there is something that they don't like about mi.. though there are things when is ask to do it loses all its meaning... but sometime i think there is a need ba. some ppl are juz too polite and ppl don get their msg they trying to hint... i not very smart on this kind of things...

and sometimes because of this i start imagine things like "does that person hate mi ot wat" Or is that person annoyed by mi... the best part is that when i ask the person r u ok with what i'm doing some ppl would juz tell mi "oh is ok" but in fact right under his mind... that person is pretty pissed...there are times i really hope that i can read a person mind so that i won't have to imagine things or crack my brain juz to think or feel how other ppl feel...after all i still prefer friend so can practically take anything... well who wouldn't wan a friend like this hahaha XD

whatever it is we still have to be happy to be able to breath other than to breath when u r alone...i think i'm seriously running out of things to talk about.. still, we have to Enjoy the little things in life....:D